candles

So its not a big deal, infact I almost couldn't care any less, but it happens to be my birthday tomorrow and I thought it wouldn't be right if I didn't at least mention it.
There will be no cake, and no candles. It will most likely be a quiet day, pretty much like any other I've had in the past few months - tiring, challenging and hard.
But I even sans the candles, I want to make wishes. Firstly I wish, that the next year is a lot more positive than the last. Secondly, I wish for everyone suffering to be cured or at least put a peace with themselves even for a short time, to gain some well deserved relief from their hardship. And finally, my actual goal for tomorrow, is to enjoy my day. I want to go out, and maybe even eat out. But I think that may be pushing it just a bit to far. It would be the first time in months, and I'm not so sure that a day I want to remember as being the start of a new, good year, should be placed under that pressure. But we'll see.
I would like to express my thanks to everyone who has supported me in some way or another over the past year as well as my whole life, even though probably only a small number if any will actually read this. If I were truly alone, I honestly don't think I would have made it to this day.
I hope all your wishes come true.