limbo

Limbo - noun
On the border of heaven and hell.
So this is how i feel today. I am no longer so negative, but am yet to reach positive. Usually when the day is hard I either sink into that sadness, or I try really hard gain inspiration from that and those around me.
But today... I don't know. It's been hard.
The day has passed by without me really realising it or achieving anything. I feel kind of lost. I don't know where to progress to or how to get there.
My anger has kind of been suppressed by a sense of nothing-ness. I don't know which is preferable.
Life can be messy. No, life is messy. But so is my room. And there is only one way to fix it. You have to put the pieces back where they belong, or if that no longer suits them, you must find them a new home. So that is what we must do with our lives. Try and put the pieces back together. Fix the puzzle. Explore the jungle. Find yourself within that jungle. And get yourself out of that dark and dreary place, and into the sun. Something brighter and cleaner and safer.
Safety. The idea of it is actually crazy as it can mean so many different things. We need to be safe in the company of others, but safety within ourselves is crucial in the path to find our inner selves and happiness.
Let us get there. Together.