Enough - I despise that word.
Have I done enough?
Have I taken in enough?
Have I restricted movement enough?
Am I well enough?
Have I lived enough?
Do I want it enough?
It turns out, that this time, I haven't - done enough.
Back in on Thursday.
And there is nothing more I can do about it.
When you are strong 'enough', you will look back on these experiences and you will see how far you have come. There is an end to the constant strive for 'more' or 'less'. There is no such thing as 'good enough'.
ReplyDeleteThere is always something you can do though, Esther. You only need to be yourself, and do your best. Screw the enough's - just be.
I love you, and my heart goes out to you. You are stronger than you think.
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